Metropolitan (1990 film)

When you're an egoist, none of the harm you do is intentional.

Nails Did 💁

I haven't really figured out why?!?!, but I have this nagging urge to get my nails done and why that will make me feel so good.

So it's been a while. Since I last set my sights on this magnificent method of release. My blog.

Today I made the decision to end my affair with social media by way of Facebook, Twitter and Instagram. It was only right to do so.

I had to digress. I found myself being to involved in the cyber lives of other. Secretly comparing myself to the fictitious achievement, looks and fun people 'seem' to display. It only furthered my dismal feelings of disappointment in not being 'Great' at this point in my life. So, as a remedy I had to remove myself. Forcefully. Although I know better, the truth of the matter is I am human and I am affected. Infected with social media delusion. I have to get my "Awesome back"

Awesome:Strengthen my SPIRIT.Get my HEALTH in check.Take more care in my IMAGE. Land a JOB.TRAVEL

All in that order. You see, one intentionally precedes the other. One event can not happen if not first the preceding event does not occur. Its all logic. Its all relative.

Needless to say, AWESOME, can not and will not exist without the success of all events.

So, I have made my decision. This also means I must accept that I have my work cut out for me from this moment on.

Well, enough ranting. Its time to get to work.

erotic, reckless, fatalistic love affair

All men are liars, fickle, chatterers, hypocrites, proud or cowardly, despicable, sensual; all women faithless, deceitful, vain, inquisitive and depraved. The world is only a bottomless cesspool, where shapeless monsters climb and writhe on mountains of slime. But there is in the world a thing holy and sublime — the union of two of these beings, imperfect and frightful as they are. -Alfred de Musset




Recently, I came across the writer George Sand (a french woman) who is known for her rebellious attitude toward traditional female norms. For instance, she was known to dress in mens clothing and frequently expressed marriage as an agent of female oppression.

In spite of her radical forward looking views of the time, she was still a master seducer. Actually, my first run-in with her was in Robert Greene’s “The Art of Seduction”. I happened to browse through Netflix one night to quench my thirst for an erotic, reckless, fatalistic love affair and found this movie “Children of the Century”. Alfred de Musset’s (a french poet) take on the relationship.

I love French films!! What I love even more is someone who can formulate how something so vile can simultaneously be so beautiful. Sand an Musset’s relationship does this extremely well and above is a quote of Musset’s that expresses the idea in words.

(starting to appreciate French literature)